awful, dreadful, terrible, horrible… the worst.
Update: I just wanted to thank everyone who has expressed love and prayers. I generally keep my blog very positive and happy and only post the good things that are happening, because I tend to focus on those and cling to happy thoughts. Yes, my nickname has been Pollyanna--Love her! That said, I struggled with posting this, because I have a hard time sharing what is essentially grief for me. In the end I did post it so you can see another aspect of me and know that I'm not without my own trials. LOL! And boy do I have trials! This is the 6th miscarriage in 16 months that i've experienced. I'm not going to dwell on the technical reasons why this is happening or explain just what's going on, but please know that my hubby and I are already moving forward and thinking happy thoughts.
This baby will come to our family--this much I know. I have tremendous faith. If I didn't, I wouldn't be putting myself through this, but I also know that everything happens for a reason. I will be eternally grateful for the 6 super easy and healthy pregnancies I was able to experience and become even more patient as we wait for the seventh and last of our children to join our home. Meanwhile, I will continue to do what I've done the last year and WRITE, WRITE, WRITE and keep my thoughts on many other new and exciting children and characters I've had the opportunity to meet and grow with the last little while.
Thanks again. Your love means the world to me.